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Friday, November 03, 2006
-12:03 PM
i hate you. i hate you so much. sometimes i even wished you would just die. gosh, what the fucking hell is wrong with you. why cant you just FUCKING UNDERSTAND ME. AND NO, I CANT FUFILL ALL YOUR WISHES. CAUSE I THINK ITS JUST A FUCKING WASTE OF TIME. ponder to think whether i even love you at all. this gap between us just got worse. i dunt think i could ever be bohtered to fill it up. i just dont care. you just wnat me to turn out like some other kind of 'perfect' girl, BUT NO ONE IS PERFECT. AND I DONT WANT YOU TO CONTROL MY LIFE. cause im older now. i cant even relate to you. SO WHATS THE POINT OF TALKING. even when im hurt, i cant even go to you, cause you dont seem to care. i cante ven lean on you for once. i wish i didnt know you at all. I DONT EVEN THINK YOU ARE PMSING. I THINK ITS JUST YOUR PERSONALITY. AND I DO NOT MIX WITH FUCKING FREAKS WITH THAT KIND OF PERSONALITY. SO ISNT THAT TOO BAD. I THINK WE ARE TOTALLY DIFFERENT SO FUCK OFF MY LIFE. no words can describe how much you dont understand me. guess what, i wished i never knew you.